Well I missed the hockey game, just not feeling well enough to get out of the house. Had to start taking pain killers again and my body just wasn’t up to anything. So it looks like the chemo that I was approved for stopped or slowed the water build up. Still waiting for the second chemo to get okayed. Been hard to sleep for the past 3 weeks mostly because of the pain.

Tomorrow is another chemo and Thursday meeting with COH. We might have another problem as I got a letter from Care Calif saying I was denied. Hmmm. I have talked with them several times and also Blue Shield and they both said it is okay. I guess I need to call again. Nothing ever is just easy. Most days I just don’t know what is going on. Hoping it will get better as the full chemo starts.

Still hard to type as I can’t feel the keyboard and I lose my placement. So back to the beginning and having to look now and then when the wrong text comes up.

I am 185 lbs today. Trying my best to keep that or a little heavier. Food is not easy to break down and so after a short time it is hard to keep eating. Also most items make my tongue feel like I put a chilly pepper on it. So crazy. I guess it's just a new surprise. No hot sauce required for me right now.